smile.a curve that gets your life going.

love the one you're with.

2011-02-23T08:39:00.000+08:00

omg. i created this post on 18 jan. and now.

i am still stuck at uploading pics to the blogger. =X

So.

i did all these half way the other time.

ENJOY.

even though it is not much actually.

HAHA.

it's really good to get married ya?

HAHA.

i still got like at least 5/6 years to go man.

guess i will not be uploading pics in blogger from now onwards.

unless there is really funny ones.

check out the facebook ya!

promise little. do much.

2011-01-13T22:04:00.002+08:00

So many things happened before 2011.
Big events small events.
The good and the not-so-good ones.

The start of 2011.
Sprain my ankle.
Not a good one.
But my life is still as good.
Got my schedule!
Every Friday is a free day!
WeEeeeeee!
Hopefully for Wednesday too!
HAHAHA.

After so much that I had been through.
All the ups and downs in life.
I made up my mind!
To be always there for my family.
=))
In the past, I used to put myself first at times,
But now, it’s time for me to do my part.
Coz no matter what happens,
Family is still the first to be with u and the last to leave.

That’s the reason why I always like to make the important people in my life to be a part of my family. =)
And I do realize, the really good friends who stay around, usually mix well with my family too!

Friendship is like a love relationship.
Commitment is important.
To be willing to mix around with your family.
Sharing all the good things with you.
Being themselves in front of you.
All these are a form of commitment.

Quote from one of my friend,
If you have no time for your family, you have no time for a relationship.

take small steps everyday & you'll get there one day.

2010-12-10T22:18:00.004+08:00

Exams Over!!

Time for Celebration!

It's Gladys' 21st Birthday!

whenever i see her,

i always remember the day when we sing songs of the commercials.

all the way from school to the bus stop.

and i totally miss those days. =]

Now Gladys' totally turned into a young lady!

another pretty friend of mine.

Went to Kiseki for her birthday lunch.

and to partyworld for Ksession!

seriously,

party world is so much better than kbox.

there is automated order taking from the system!

plus we get shakers and foot messager in the room!!

can u believe it?!!

Totally spacious and definitely cheaper than Kbox!

i am so going to be one of its fans.=D

Hope Gladys' enjoyed herself that day!

i know she did!

coz she told us so. =))

Celebration for Our Friendship!

lovely bracelet from me to her!

a symbol of our friendship!

9 years of friendship and still counting.

may we stay as good as always.

i want to see us..

getting married,

giving birth,

setting up own family...

and also,

to see our friendship blooms forever. =))

Thank you thumbie!

for being a part of my life =]

live LARGE.

2010-11-18T17:52:00.005+08:00

I thought that I wouldn’t update anymore before my exams end.
But you know.
Study can be quite tired.
Mind-block now.
Jus to be random,
I realize I enjoy blogging while blasting my favourite song!
HAHAHA.

I am super looking forward to my holidays!!
Finally it’s time for me to earn some money!
$_________$
Got a job already!
Pay not bad.
I am really quite lucky.
can immediately start work after my exams! =))

December is really an eventful month!
I have so many things in mind that I want to do!

~~1. Donate blood!~~
Because of the medicine I am taking for the past few months, I can’t donate my blood.
I got so sad actually.
SO!
I am so going to donate blood right after my last exam!!!
Plus to buy my favourite waffle there.
HAHA.

~~2. Clean up my room~~.
YES. It’s in a total mess now. I want to burn away all my notes.
WAHAHA.
Siao.

~~3. Start working and earn money!~~
YES! I am so looking forward to start work.
Can be super sick of studying all the time. =X

4. Meet up with my all my long-time-no-see friends.
Not forgetting my best friends ah! =)) time to exchange some updates!

5. Learn all my ah ma’s recipe!
I am DETERMINED to learn how she makes her chilli and ghong hiong.
Really must get her to teach me ah.
and I am prepared to let her say,
“AH ZHU AH. You want to get married le meh.”
HAHAHAHA.
Seriously.
Need to start preparing what.
I am not young liao leh.
21 years old already. =X
Like 5 years down the road, mayb I get married le leh?
Cannot last minute hug Buddha’s leg.
HAHA.

~~6. Preparation for my da jie’s birthday.~~
YES. She purposely remind me of her birthday.
WHAT TO DO leh. Cannot heck care mah.
HAHAHA.

~~7. Preparation for Shuying’s Hen’s Party.~~
YES! The most exciting part.
I am really trying to find some male stripper or what leh.
HAHAHA.
I think she will faint. Or mayb ah john will kill me. HAHA.

8. Preparation for Shuying’s wedding.
Super important EVENT.
As her god sister and her bridesmaid,
Definitely got to do a good good job!!

~~9. Go KBOX.~~
YESH! I want to sing my lungs out.
Vent out all my emotions ah!!!!
HAHA.
Ah ah ah ah AHhhh~~~~

~~10. Hopefully a mini get-away. =]~~
I am dying to go out of Singapore.
JB, KL, Thailand.
Where also can.
Most important is to spend time with my family.
But I think quite hard.
My holiday is only 1 pathetic month. =(

That’s why got to plan so early!

Actually I regretted listing out the things I want to do.
Coz I am losing the mood to study now!
OMG.

make friends before you need them.

2010-11-08T22:49:00.007+08:00

Busy with projects the past few weeks.

Finally over. =)

Now for some updates on pictures!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAYNE!!

hope u like the gift! =)

we love you big big ya! =D

NEXT UP!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIZHEN!!
officially an adult!
May u stay happy always!
especially with someone special around you this year!
*loves*

NEXT....
Yong-en Volunteers Appreciation Night.
the atmosphere is really good!
free movie and buffet at Vivo.
Maybe i can book the whole cinema for my next birthday too!
HAHAA.

We definitely have lots of fun catching up with one another! =)

Updates on Weihao's Birthday!

Some instant shot on that day.

Nice isn't it?

colour films!

few days ago..

i became a tourist in Singapore.

HAHHAA.

serious!

this is the first time i "tour" around singapore!

literally sit in a tour bus that kind.

we went to Mount Faber Park.

and also to visit merlion!

HAHAHAHA.

guess what.

this is the first time i take photo with merlion.

seriously,

i feel like i am a weirdo when taking this pic.

singaporean taking picture with a merlion.

HAHAHA.

and of course.

my first time to step into marina bay sands.

totally atas place.

how about getting a watch that cost $342,000?

HAHAHAHHAA.

i dun even think i can save that much to splurge like that. =X

EXAMS coming soon.

say goodbye to shopping, gatherings and slacking.

OK. guess i shall update after my exams!

BYE BYE.

embrace change.

2010-10-26T17:05:00.007+08:00

Things are all going really well.
Projects are all in place.
Presentations are coming up.

Couples of memorable moments happened these few weeks. =]

Gathering with yong-en’s dearies!
So glad that we are able to meet out also despite the end of our attachments!
Credits to Shirley for the nice nice photos!
Really very happy to have nice friends around me. =]

Totally like a girl band cover! HAHA.

HAHA.

i guess i can start accumulating all the un-glams photo i took over the years. =X

long long time ago..

HAHA.

i really love this pic very much.

i dunno why.

spot the difference.

but i somehow feel attached to him..

HAHAHA.

yes. it's a HIM.

totally can't see madalene's eyes.. HAHA.

i look super silm here.

must be shirley's pro angle. =P

mexican grilled chicken. woots.

totally in love with this pic.

thank you shirley! =))

good friends shall be remembered and treasured!

Happy to be invited to weihao's 21st!

really very nice of him. =]

Cheers to weihao!

dedicated a song to him.

first time i sing to a guy man.

HAHA.

i am doing really very well now.

hope everyone is doing well too. =)

it's really nice to know that people around you indeed truly concerned about you.

Thank you PEOPLE!

i really really appreciate it very very much!

change with the times.

2010-10-15T16:14:00.003+08:00

Seriously,
I wonder..
after the invention of facebook, anyone still remember blogger?

I made a really big decision yesterday.
Not sure if it is the right decision, but I am sure it is the best for both parties.

Sincerely hope everything goes well for us.
It’s not a time to discuss or to answer the “no answer” questions.
But instead, focusing on what we can do in our life to make ourselves happy.

Saying bye-bye is definitely not easy.
but at least, I tried.
no regrets.

What can I say?
Life is not as smooth as it seems.
Things jus have to move on.

Don’t ask me what happened.
Don’t ask me how I felt.
Because all these would seem to be meaningless.

New start.
New goals.
A new chapter of my life.

practice happiness.

2010-10-11T19:18:00.005+08:00

Time for photos update!!

not matter how busy i am.

i am still so eager to post up these nice pictures!! =)

Graduation Photo Shot on 5th September!

there are 3 couples in this family photo.

can u spot it?

HAHAHAHA.

Shuying develop this shot into 8R size.

good choice!!

next will be the three sisters!!

i guess this album will not be the last album we take together!

i am so looking forward to an album with us all wearing grad uniform! =))

YES.

PALA is a UNI GRAD NOW.

*clap clap clap*

i love this shot seriously!

coz i look nice in it!

HAHAHA.

i look super "senior" in this shot.

jus because i took the seat.

HAHA.

i think this is the best shot of us.

*thumbs up!*

here comes the MUSCLE WOMAN.

HAHAA.

i told them not to choose ah.

i super unglam here can. =(

and of course.

i got to end off with a nice shot.

HAHAHA.

I am so going to develop these photos out!!!

memorable!

seriously,

i wonder how my wedding album will look like..

in future.

HAHAHAHA.

pause if you must. but don't stop.

2010-10-03T21:53:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Papa!!

advance dinner celebration for him.

thank you for being the driver for our family all these while.

and it's really super good to have a taxi-driver Papa. =]

Hopefully he will be super HUAT this year. =D

LANTERN DAY 2010.

it's a small celebration this year.

last minute planning.

because i couldn't take it

if i stay at home on my favourite festival of the year.

IT'S THE OFFICIAL DAY TO PLAY WITH FIRE!

i dun like mooncake that much.

but i do fall in love with the lantern. =)

the moon too!

and the fire.

HAHA.

I am not sure why the smiley is tearing blood.

HAHA.

it's suppose to be happy ah. =X

Lantern of the day.

i am very very very packed next week.
the week after.
and the week after next.
almost like the whole of October.
guess i will MIA awhile first.

I had been practicing my tarot card reading skills lately.
hopefully i get soooo pro until i dun need to refer to the book.
HAHA.
that's my target after my exam this year!

WOOSH.
JIAYOU.

tell your loved ones that they are loved.

2010-09-20T19:42:00.006+08:00

Many many things happen within these 2 weeks.

my 21st birthday party.
I didn’t expect it to be so successful. =))
So grateful for everything.
To my family, my friends, my teacher and all my guests.

I am so glad that I decided to throw a 21st birthday party.
At least, when people ask me how I celebrate my 21st,
I can tell them happily that I celebrated it with all my loved ones.

This is the day when I realized that everyone love me so much.
It is really not about me living on this earth.
I am really nothing without all the love, care and concern.

mum's side family!
Poly gang! =Osweet secrets buddies! Yong-en colleagues! NUS Clique! Mahjong khaki + Dasao-s SSS friends forever!

Cousins' GANG!
dad's side family! happy family 1. =)Happy family 2. =) my lovely jie-jies whom i love to kajiao.

last but not least.
the ones who make my day so special. =)

it's like a reunion!

my 1st golden key from papa and mama.

2nd golden key from gan-die and gan-ma.

show your pretty smile!

After all the smiles and laughter,
I cried the most this month too.

Everything jus happen so quickly.
There’s nothing much I could do.
Helpless, useless, speechless.

This is the first time I feel that I am really not good at consoling.
The only thing I do is cry.
Cry because I dunno whats more I can do.
Cry because I really know the meaning of heart-wrenching.
Seriously,
It is the most painful cry for me this year.
A cry that is filled with misses and worries at the same time.

I can only say,
We only live once,
Why bother and brood over the things that make your life miserable?
Life is short,
Why wait when you have the chance
to do the things that u really want to do?

I told myself,
To make the most out of my life.
To cherish all my love ones around me.
and.
Never to hold on to things that dun worth the effort at all.

For the sake of the loved ones,
I will live my life to the fullest.

Time to reset and start all over again.

2010-09-10T08:55:00.000+08:00

I wonder if I am still in time to change my birthday wishes.

Life is really unpredictable.
You will never be afraid until fear strikes u.
I am praying really hard now.

If I could,
I would put all my 3 wishes the same.

I want everyone to be as healthy and happy.

As simple as that.

pure-ly excitement.

2010-08-28T21:31:00.002+08:00

Went to the temple to "visit" my late ah gong today.

on the third week of 7th month, it's so much less crowded.
and I jus realize that…
looking at the statue of goddess, it gives me a sense of peaceful-ness. =]
I must be a nun in my past life.
HAHAHAHA.

Birthday preparation is going on smoothly.
All the cleaning is jus soooo tiring.
Oh. I wash-ed 4 fans today.
Woooooooo.

This weekend will be a busy one for me.
I can’t believe that I am turning 21 like real soon.

I can get married without parents’ consent!
I can buy a house under my own name!
I can watch R21 in a cinema!
I can go to CASINO!

Twenty-one years of living already.
I think I am so much more “mature” now.
Especially after reading my diary.
HAHA.

OH YA.

jus some sharing here.

My lecturer said something really strikes me.
"Feel the pain.

It’s an indication that you’re still living."

And I guess,
by feeling the pain, it will help u to appreciate the pain better??
so that you will not hurt others?

or maybe understand the pain of others?

AHHHHHHHH.

anyway, I am so freaking excited now.
Super duper excitedddddddd.
I think I am dying.
HAHAHHAA.

Hope everything goes well next week! =]

happiness is a habit.

2010-08-20T15:17:00.002+08:00

wEEeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Finally the video is UP!

Extreme Swing 5th August 2010

yes! that's my 21st birthday wish!

*special thanks to Jayne and Fariza*

it's really nice to have friends helping u to fulfil your dream.

i really really appreciate that alot. =)

preparation for my birthday is ongoing now.

i dun even have the mood to bother about school work.

AND.

i learn how to burn MTVs into DVDs!

WOOOHOOOOO!

break the impossible down to possibilities.

2010-08-16T08:41:00.004+08:00

i am so so so so happy now.

i can't believe i am so lucky. =))

I GOT MY BUSINESS MODULE!

meaning...

i can declare my minor next semester.

i can have more points to bid for future business module.

AND.

i do not have to stay for another semester!!!!!

what have i done to have such good luck??? =)))

my cousins and I created our family using Wii "Mii" application.

it's so so funny!

but i love it so much!=)

ah seng bought durian back yesterday.

it's really a blessing to eat durian with yr family.

SNATCHING durian with SISTER.

=_____________=

i am really really very very happy now. =]

say it like it is.

2010-08-05T23:58:00.002+08:00

whenever u know that there is a need for u to make a decision,
There’s always element of regrets.

I dislike regrets.
That’s why I dun like to make decisions.

So when things don’t turn out right,
I don’t have to bear the consequences.
That’s my defense mechanism.

That’s the selfish me.

don't confuse the un-tried with the impossible.

2010-08-04T23:24:00.008+08:00

I am super duper excited for tomorrow.
I am going to do something very daring tomorrow.
Let’s hope for a good weather!
It has been a long time since I am so brave.

School is starting real soon.
Poor me and Cheryl.
Only manage to get hold of one business module.
SERIOUSLY.
I NEED LUCK.
Coz I play Viwawa also can lose until jialat jialat.
How I wish I will be lucky enough to bid for one more business module tml.
Awwwwwwwwwww.

anyway,

time to update pictures!

SENTOSA

Hope the water dun taste like popcorns.
HAHA.

super skinny elephant.

FAT mirror image

Kelvin's artistic shot.

taking a photo of someone taking a photo.

see no evil, hear no evil, talk to evil.

The
"Thousand" Hand Buddha.

that's the root top that could be rented out!

super super nice.=)

Sky ride!

LAST DAY IN YONG-EN

SATURDAY WAFFLES DAY!

Smiley T-shirt.

mai siao siao.

from Taiwan de hoh.

my jie jie very good LEH.

OK.

THAT'S ALL.

and.

it's really time to trim my hair.

HAHA.

create your future.

2010-07-30T08:55:00.002+08:00

Went back to yong-en as a volunteer today.
This is the place when someone called me “TEACHER” for the first time.
Actually, I got no idea why fariza and jayne wanted to be a teacher so much.

Because I always thought that it’s really a chore to teach children.
So I never wanted to be a tutor or teacher.
But now I know why. =]
It’s really a great job man!
I salute all the teachers!

Anyway,
I was saying that I went back to help out in the tuition program.

The boy who called me “Yellow” teacher asked,
What do u want to do when u grow up?

Actually I stunn-ed for a moment.
U know what he said??

The boy said,
You can be a teacher!

I was like. OMG. So touched lah.
he realized my potential.

Then I asked,
Why? Because you like me to teach you right?

Then the boy replied,
No. because you’re talkative.

=__________________=
Totally no link.
Seriously,
Teacher dun jus talk man.
They TALK with SENSE.
Alamak.

But when I heard his reply,
I jus couldn’t stop laughing.

Jialat.
I didn’t know talkative can be used to describe me.

eh seriously.

Time for reflection.
HAHAHAHAHA.

don't stop to think if you are happy and you will be.

2010-07-26T11:16:00.030+08:00

i went to...

SENTOSA.

the last time i went there was like 3 years ago?
HAHA.

anyway,

i do need a break. =]

Siloso Beach Resort.

i think it is way much better than other resorts.

nice view.

clean environment.

good facilities.

definitely a nice place for couples to chill out.

look at the 2 different contrast.

totally romantic right?

Tram ride!

Luge Ride entrance.

Here we are!

Siloso Beach Resort!

it's just beside the beach!

HAHA.

of course it is.

Obvious.

totally hotel-like lift.

Swimming pool with jacuzzi and slide!

such a nice corridor right?

Bathtub on the right.

shower on the left. =)

and all the taps are GROHE brand can.

look at the window.

that's the place i took the first 2 pictures!

NEXT is our rides!! =D

Sky ride!!

see. i told u it's a lovely place for couples.

*ahhhhh. i am so scared*

HAHAHA.

sorry to be the lightbulb here. HAHA.

Extreme Log Ride!

the 3D here is so much better than in Cinemas.

Desperado!

the gun stinks.

HAHAHA.

please wash your hands with soap after use.

and ya.

Kel-bin is the best shooter of the day.

John came in Second.

Shuying is 3rd among us.

that's John's score.

Kel-bin.

seriously.

i got no idea how he got the score.

coz i dun even know how to aim.

coz there is no laser to indicate where u are pointing at!

Azel.

the pa-jiao.

HAHA.

my score.

ok.

pa-jiao number 2.

HAHA.

NEXT.

LUGE RIDE!!

didn't manage to take us riding it.

but it is the best ride among the 3.

As u can see.

helmet is the worst part of the ride.

especially the straps.

filled with sweat from different nationals.

Singapore.

China.

India.

and all the other western countries.

and definitely u got to adjust the strap.

to make sure the helmet dun drop of your head.

SO.

WASH YOUR HANDS AGAIN.

try not to breathe too hard too.

HAHAHA.

and at the end of the ride.

u got a CHOP on your hand as a souvenir.

it acts as a indicator to see who never bath thoroughly.

Root top garden.

We found a bitter gourd.

Perfect place for wedding shots.

HAHA.

the root top can be booked for special events.

must be damn expensive. =/

The Statue of Liberty

Mini play ground of children!

must be very heavy.

HIDDEN OUTDOOR GYM.

guys will be super excited.

coz they want to show off their musclessss.

Jalan Jalan is a must in sentosa.

MORNING!

Time for Break fast!

Motor John.

and the 3 victims.

i should have cropped my fat face out.

HAHAHA.

Out to Water Front Station.

nope. not to Casino. Universal studio tickets sold out. =(

BEST COUPLE SHOT FOR THE DAY.

Actually we should have stand nearer.

So our face is bigger and the globe is smaller.

HAHAHA.

CHOCOLATES.

BIGGEST CHOCOLATE EVER.

who will buy this for $60+?

my future nephew.

he totally got the genes from john.

HAHAHA.

that's a door frame linking the popcorn stall and chocolate shop.

Not-for-sale.

HAHA.

nice lights.

OK.

here comes the delicious popcorn!!

they should have an outlet in all the cinemas.

$240+ for a bucket like this filled with popcorns.

Imbiah Station.

still under construction.

nothing much really.

only the Merlion.

BACK TO RESORT.

S-L-A-C-K.

and so the camera smile detector works.

HAHAHA.

CHHEEEEZZZEE.

Went to Vivo City's Kim Gary for Dinner.

Super Big Bowl of Ramen.

u can dip your whole head in loh.

HAHAHA.

Shuying's cheezzzzy bake rice.

this is super nice.

i am soooooo going to have this the next time.

John's stone bowl rice.

the chef must be a very artistic person.

HAHAHA.

Kelvin's nuaa nuaa pasta.

HAHAHAHA.

Azel's super sweet tomato pasta.

really super sweet.

OK. MY NECK IS ACHING.

can u believe i spent half of my day blogging everything?

OMG.

ANYWAY.

i will be back to update more photos!

Be Led By L-o-v-e.

2010-07-20T13:50:00.006+08:00

bits and pieces of the 10weeks in Yong-en.

and it's already time to say goodbye.

Healthy Body Project was successfully launched. =)
Kbox with the so-called colleagues. =))

the most sam-pat poses.

the 6 happy faces. =]

the coolest pose ever in Yong-en Tshirt.

HAHA.

the most worth-it carrot cake.

i think QF's father added 3 eggs in.

No doubt.

one word.

DELICIOUS.

INTERN'S FARE WELL DINNER

CAFFE PRALET By Creative Culinaire.

the best dinner ever. =)

my first baileys chocolate cake.

The restaurant owner Judy Koh

compose-s her own poems,

cook-s her own dishes,

bake-s her own cakes,

wrote her own book - Pocket of happiness.

she made her restaurant the best pat-toh place ever.

*thumbs up*

Phillip - The funniest person in Yong-en.

same frequency.

Jean - the future bride-to-be.

Most cheerful character. =)

they will be miss-ed.

that's jus a part of the 10weeks.

More to be updated!!

and sockhwee managed to take down my most demure look ever.

STAY TUNE-D.

Photos updates!

2010-07-06T18:29:00.003+08:00

7th May 2010 - Hong Kong Cafe
this is like donkey years back.

and i think none of us facebook it or blog it.

HAHAHAHA.

A celebration after my exams! =))

This is super funny!

HAHAHA.

Yong-en Event - Fun with Bowling!

Shirley got her new camera!

it's super ex can.

and effect super good too!!

Pin-hole effect!

Kbox with all the related friends!

Linda brought her instant camera along. =))

we do enjoy singing together!

*Thanks for scanning in the photos! =]*

Last sunday,

John treated all of us to Pizza Hut!

it's FREE!

HAHA.
THANK YOU TO AH JOHN.

.
NEXT IS MY TEETH!

after two months.

nothing much change.

jus the colour.

HAHAHA.

and now........

i am so looking forward to FRIDAY!

because i really miss them so much.

I WILL UPDATE SOON.

HOPEFULLY.

hate the problem. not the person.

2010-06-21T23:19:00.001+08:00

yes? no?

should i? should i not?

maybe? perhaps?

what if? then how?

don't surrender before the fight.

2010-06-20T20:15:00.003+08:00

somehow i feel that it is not an easy task to gain trust from client.

it takes alot of time, hardwork and sincerity.

and now, i do believe all the effort is worthwhile.

Art piece done by Barnabas Buddy Project's little client. =]

Artpiece by me. =]

and jayne was asking me.

how come i didn't draw a little girl beside the coconut tree.

*she is referring to the joke i never fail to tell all my friends*

HAHAHHA.

now i know why.

because the little girl went back to find her mother.

enjoy what you've got.

2010-06-20T19:22:00.003+08:00

FINALLY i can BLOG!

coz i have been using my sister's net book,

and her explorer seems to dislike blogger.

HAHAA.

can't load blogger page.

so unable to blog.

everything is very good at work.

done our mid placement feedback with both the lecturer and supervisor.

events and projects are going on well.

here are some of the pictures! =]

nice font right??

credits to http://www.urbanfonts.com/

really really good webbie for creative fonts! =)

team effort to make the whole project a success!

special thanks to all the student volunteers that day too!

this is hannah. =)
she really looks very much like her mum!

Library Talk on Cyber-wellness

at Toa Payoh Library.

Cisco Roadshow.

we managed to catch a glimpse of the latest technology.

jus within a small conference room with 3 super big panel screen,

Cisco Technology is able to connect u with people from the other side of the world!

no lag time.

clear visual display.

design in such a way everyone looks like they are having a meeting in a room!

on a side note.

me and evelyn (another NUS intern friend) found out that our friends know one another.

it's really a complicated friendship.

HAHA.

and i am super duper touched when lizhen came all the way down to surprise me during lunch time!

very very happy!!

=)))

i was like "OH MY GOD! why are u here??!"

hahahaha.

i am very very blessed right?

nice friends.

nice colleagues.

nice supervisors.

*Big Big Thank You*

Linda & Lizhen

for the Surprise!

*loves loves*

good things are never too late.

2010-06-01T17:21:00.003+08:00

WATAMI @ CENTRAL

TRADITIONAL CHINESE WEDDING GALLERY

*kapok-ed from xueling's blog*

food is excellent.

green tea icecream is even better!

*slurp*

around $50++ for three person.

when taking orders and settling bills..
ME: woah, he kneel to you lehh.

DAJIE: ya loh! next time when my husband propose,

i will tell him that he is not the first to kneel down.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

you know what.

the waiter kneel down one knee.

not two knees hoh.

totally got standard.

HAHAHHAA.

CHINESE TRADITIONAL WEDDING GALLERY

admission fee: $3 per person

location: 38 North Canal Road

some how i feel that more things can be exhibited in the gallery.

but it's a good experience though.

was backed early today.

thanks to Muthu's stress management workshop.

the best thing is that i get to watch Little Nonya!

AND alsoooooo

to enjoy the delicious BBQ chicken rice from 644 kopitiam.

weEEeeeeEEee~

DON'T EXPL_IN TO_ MU_H

2010-05-31T19:34:00.005+08:00

Results out.

improved. =))

guess the 1 month of intense revision works ya?

let's see if i can make it to an honours.

but you know.

afterall, certificate is jus a piece of paper.

don't worry about things that haven't happened yet.

2010-05-27T23:20:00.003+08:00

reached home early today.

went for a jog around the park.

thanks to the thunder.

if not i will not run back home so early.

if not for the thunder,

i will not be able to pick up the call from a long time no see friend.

it had been a year since i last met KC.

he lost so much weight.

i guess all NS men WILL lose weight.

HAHA.

i cancelled my dinner order from my laobei.

then dinner-ed with KC.

no more 644.

so he drove me to upper thomson for my favourite

TZE CHAR.

WOOTSsssss.

same old dishes.

Sambal Kang Kong

Hot Plate Tofu

Herbal Chicken

and of course.

together with my Teh-Png.

we drove past NYP.

flashbacks.

the place i used to hang around..

standing there enjoying the bread icecream..

chit-chat-ing about how to get over all the projects and exams.

and yes.

the icecream man jus happen to drop by my area.

so we had choc chip icecream.

and i realise NS man nvr fail to share their experience of serving the nation.

all sorts of exciting stories.

HAHA.

AGAIN.

i dropped my earring while taking off the helmet. =/

this time round is the pearl earring. =(

sad-ed.

even though it doesn't cost much.

i spent half an hour searching for it.

only managed to find the back part of the earring.

errrGGgghhh.

i shall not wear any earrings for the next meet up with KC.

BUT.

it's really nice to see an old friend's name appearing on my phone.

it brightens up my routine-d life. =)

cherish those who tell u the truth.

2010-05-21T22:01:00.005+08:00

work work work.

7 days per week.

YES.

7 days.

not a typo error.

totally going to be drain-ed this week.

hopefully not for next week.

BUT.

luckily there are fun colleagues and friends!

self-timer shot.

HAHAHA.

look abit retarded ah.

and ya.

i broke the black ring that i had worn for 1+years.

super sad-ed.

*more pictures to be uploaded soon!*

while having attachment,
of course not to forget to organize some gatherings!
SW2106 Gathering

the legendary JOHARI window.
HAHA.

Greg loves to take many unglam pictures.
for more info please visit facebook.
HAHA.
but i think this one supper funny.
we both have that
"why it take so long to cook" face.
HAHAHAHA.

and Dr Ngiam is super ONz with this kind of gathering. =D
KEXIN's 21st BIRTHDAY!

a MUST to take picture with my school-ing BUDDIES!! =))

of course with FARIZA!

TAKE 1.

TAKE 2.

Take 3.

i think fariza is trying to act like a monkey?

HAHAHHAA.

the 2 poor soul who are serving their attachment now.

$10 per day.

but u know what?

it's really about the experiences you gained at the end of the day.

2nd Mini Steamboat

at Parkway Parade.

my favourite steamboat!!!!

*slurp*

elaine and her beloved iphone.

u can see her like this 70% of the time. =/

facebook lah.

MSN lah.

Surf net lah.

i must say iphone is really quite a good invention.

but definitely not for people like me.

HAHA.

misty~~

and she said she looks nicer in a blur picture.

HAHAHHAHA.

OH YA.

say bye bye to my brown hair.

coz i dye it to black this time round.

HAHAHA.

mayb u all didn't even realise

the difference of my hair colour from the pictures above.

opps.

hA.

Time to sleep.

replenish my energy for work tomorrow!

GOOD NIGHT.

2010-05-19T20:07:00.002+08:00

Super duper good news to share today!!!
CONGRATS TO JAYNE and IAN!!
They are stepping into another stage in life!
So happy and excited for them. =))

I am only 19+1 now.
So I still got a long way to go man.
HAHHAA.

It’s really nice to see their love working out so well.=))
I am so so so happy for them! =D

It’s really very important
to find a partner whom you can spend the rest of your life
with.
Setting up a little cozy home together.
Waiting for the arrival of the first child.
Raising up the children together.
Growing old together.
That’s the best thing in life ever ya?

MAY THEIR LOVE CONTINUE TO GROW DEEPER!!
p.s. Jayne, don't forget we love YOU big big too!!! =))

watch the little things.

2010-05-16T00:30:00.001+08:00

Adapting well at work.
Especially looking forward to lunch everyday.
Credit goes to all the nice food in Chinatown. =D

Went to help out for the tuition classes on Thursday night.
Dun worry.
I am not the one doing the teaching.
HAHA.
I can’t teach. =/
So I did all the administrative stuff ya.
And I get a chance to interact with all those little kids too.

Something funny happen.
I was actually confirming attendance for next week party.
So this little boy wanted to get me to talk to his mum.
He shouted, “yellow colour teacher!! Yellow colour teacher!!”
I was like..
Who is the yellow colour teacher?!
And I look at myself.
YELLOW.
=_______='''
HAHAHAHA.
So I turned back.
And yes.
He is calling for me.

U know.
Little things in life can put a smile on yr face.
And I do feel shiok being called a “teacher”.
HAHAHA.
First time ehhhh. =DD

OH YA.
Met up with bestie.
Busy updating one another. =]
I feel happy when my friends are happy.
It’s always nice to hear good news from them.
and the best-est thing is that
I am the one whom they chose to share their good news with.

Time to do some catch-ups!!
I shall make the best out of the remaining time I have.

Omg.
Sounds as if I will be gone tml.
CHOY.
HAHAHAHA.

goodbye exam. hello freeedddooommm! =D

2010-05-08T21:31:00.010+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

finally back-ed!!

smell the freeeddooommm???

WOOTs.

i have been spending my time very wisely after my exam.

it is important to plan out all your activities..

especially when u only have 4 days off. =/

ANYWAY.

finally went to get my blood donated.

and i can only say the iron tablets work.

HAHA.

what's even better??

i got a heart shaped "wound".

kind of hurt this time round.

i almost can feel the needle.

yewwww.

but thinking of the people that need my special A+ blood.

i think it is worth it. =D

KITE FLYING NIGHT

weeeeeeeeeeee!

it fits nicely isn't it?

HAHA.

the weather is good.
the sky is clear.
here's the right people.

then bring along your favourite kite. =DD
AND.
put on the RIGHT attitude.

many people say..

Love is like flying a kite.
most importantly is to know
when to release and when to hold tight.

but to me.

i think most important is the WIND.

without it, u can't even set the kite flying.

and that's jus like the passion in love.

by then,

it's really time to say goodbye. =(

i am clever enough to bring a torchlight along.

HAHA.

kelvin wins.

he jus got a super joker face.

and we went to BurgerKing to have the super valuable meal.

and i bought the cracker that i wanted to buy for very long.

HAHA.

got discount somemore. =DD

fruitful day.

GELATOSsss ICECREAM

i find their icecream and waffle abit to sweet for me.

Gelare one is better.

but anyway, it's still nice. =)))

and it's always nice to have free food.

HAHAHAHA.

ICHIBAN.

this is during the exam period though.

jus some update.

HAHA.

sometime,

jus need to relax abit before u can chiong further. =]

and again.

free food makes eating so much happier.

HAHAHHA. =D

OH YA.

jus some updates on my teeth.

it's progressing really well.

6 Weeks ago.

Now.

lower row of teeth is almost in place already.

added in the spring to make place for my hidden tooth.

hopefully it can get some sunlight after 3 months.

yea.

3 months.

to shift the whole upper row to the right.

it's kind of difficult to bite now.

hopefully i can silm down loh.

HAHA.

but i doubt so.

THAT'S ALL.

i shall be back soon.

to update on my work that starts on monday.

i shall say HELLO to all the nice food in Chinatown. =D

appreciate.

2010-04-28T11:50:00.005+08:00

Woo.
3 down.
2 more to go.

Lots of happy things happen these few days.
Heard good news from my friends.
And I do feel happy for her! =)
when opportunity is here, all u need to do is grab it and jus do it!
JIAYOU FARIZA!
*Thanks for your “Good Luck” for me. I really appreciate it a lot. =)*

I feel really great to have great friends around me.
And the best thing is having a great family too. =))

Dad never fails to take care of my stomach.
My food is always one call away.

Mum to take care of all the washing and housework.
And now she takes care of our pencil case too.
Buying lots of really expensive pens for us.

Elaine gives us all the great treats to good food.
That’s the motivation to study harder eh.

Xueling - my study partner.
Even though she is having her last paper today.
HAHA.
Which means no more study partner. =/

AND.

jus before i leave house for my exam,

My Ah Ma said in Hokkien,
“you can do it, I am sure you can get through university.”

I got so touch when she said this.
Seriously, what more can I ask for.

*Family - always accepting you for who you are*

*use your heart to appreciate*

pace yourself.

2010-04-17T09:08:00.002+08:00

exams exams exams.

sian-ed.

no mood.

no energy.

no motivation.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

the thought of having attachment and no holiday.

makes me want to enjoy myself now.

what to do.

still got to go through it.

concentration.

i badly need to be focused.

WOOSH WOOSH!

Fariza's Bollywood 21st Birthday! =))

2010-04-12T11:07:00.008+08:00

Photos update!! =))

FARIZA'S BOLLYWOOD 21st!

so sweet of fariza's family to lend me and jayne their costume.

it fits perfectly. =D

HEHE.

Sister's love.

*fariza got a nice sister too!*

look at the pretty fariza.

she should put on makeup more often!

she has nice features lahh.

*jealous*

all the effort of her sister!!
the first time she looks more lady than me!
HAHAHAHA. =PP

nana is so supporting lahh.
she went to buy the costume.
HAHA.
she bought the kid's version.
and she can fit into the large size of that.
OMG.

cheryl is also super supportive to get a bollywood style top!
=)) so sweet of them.

Miss Tan attended too.
Fariza is super happy about it.
HEHE.

CLASS BB. =))

CLASS BA. =))

yvonne is forced to take this picture.

HAHA.

andddd.

such a loving couple right?

*raising eyebrows*

first time i see kanghui so deeply in love.. =P

may everything work well for them. =D

fariza has a BIG family.

really big.

we took a long long time to take all the pictures. fariza's mama making a speech.

i think she almost cried. =/

not forgetting fariza's brother.

AND...

of course me and jayne lahhhh.

HAHAHA.

actually we are super nervous. =/

coz we came unprepared.

HAHAHA.

another loving couple.

and i do enjoy making fun of them. =P

HAHAHAHA.

special thanks to

Ian & Jayne

for sending me home that day. =))

lastly,

MAY ALL FARIZA'S WISHES COME TRUE.

and of course,

our friendship stay as strong and sweet! =)

see it through.

2010-04-08T23:03:00.003+08:00

when you're feeling down.

it's actually time for u to look around,

and see who really cares about you..

i feel love-d today. =)

very very much pamper-ed by my love ♥

thanks for bringing back the smile on my face. =)

2010-04-07T17:57:00.002+08:00

Suay day.

I told myself not to write sad things here.
BUT.
I really want to share my super suay story ahhh.

Everything went on smoothly in the morning..
Until Dr Ngiam go through the MTT answer.
I was thinking, “how come all my answer like not correct?”
So I got a really very very bad sixth sense.
THEN I saw my SW2106 MTT result list.
=(
Totally sad-ed.
I got to work harder for this module already.
Why do I always score like shit for those module that I like.
Last semester was econs..
And now.
Haiz.
But then,
I tell myself not too brood over things that is already over.

Was thinking of donating my blood since last night.
And because of this,
I really thought of not going anymore.
BUT then,
I told myself mayb by donating blood to save ppl,
I will feel happier.
So I went ahead with my plan.

I was really shock to see that there’s no queue.
at least now everything will be smoother.
I was early for the donation most of the time.
And good thing is my iron blood count is always enough.
BUT.
This time round,

The stupid iron in my blood not enough!!!!

Wt….
Short queue so what man.
I can’t even donate my blood lahhhh.

Before that I still yayapapaya tell the nurse my blood everytime pass de.
=_________________=
Duh~
I even ask her to test my blood count again loh.
But she smiles and say,
Girl, next time u come again okie? Coz I really cannot take yr blood now.
And she referred me to the doctor for iron tablets.
I thanked her but rejected the tablets and went off. =(

Wasted trip.
I got so affected by this that I forget to buy my favourite waffle on my way back.
Errrrrggggggggggghhhhhhh.
I totally feel like crying man.

The story haven end hoh.
Met my 2nd sister,
Thot of buying my tortoise feedings.
Went to NTUC.
DUN HAVEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Wth.
This is shit.

So I went to buy 4D.
Totally suay enough to strike first prize lah.
And I had mcdonalds and peanut tangyuan to make myself happier.
Hais.

THIS IS TOTALLY A SHIT DAY.

Qing Ming + Steam Boat + Fariza's Housey

2010-04-03T09:14:00.004+08:00

*FRIDAY*

early in the morning at 10 o'clock~~

went for QingMing.

i realise that nowadays,

youngsters qing ming too.

surprising right?

to a place full of smoke and ashes.

*clap Clap claP*

but i feel peaceful and happy when i visit temple.

it gives u a sense of purity.

hahaha.

and i learn alot of things from my parents too. =))

dajie treats everyone to 2nd Mini Steamboat.

and so i eat alot again.

i had been eating and eating man.

and not exercising.

long long time ago..

we came down to eat almost every week.

but now..

i guess it's kind of sad to lose that kind of bonding.

BUT NVM.

we still enjoyed ourselves with all the nice food! =)

Especially together with my favourite auntie, uncle and family!!

and then..

dad drove me to fariza's house..

we did quite fast.

BECAUSE WE ARE EFFICIENT.

HAHAHA.

fariza is happy with her banner.

i am happy with her mum's food.

Jayne is happy with being able to suan me.

HAHAHA.

but u know..

that's what friends are for. =))

i am seriously thinking if i should have a party for my birthday this year.

i feel so tired when i think of

having to dig out ppl to invite..

ordering all the food..

doing the banners and decorations..

booking a place for the party..

having not enough mouth to entertain everyone..

clearing up the mess before leaving..

aiya.

6months to go.

still got lots of time to think through.

leave it first. HEHE.

April Fool's Day

2010-04-03T08:50:00.003+08:00

Thursday.

April Fool's Day.

Happy Day.

Because it's the submission day for marketing project.

This week is a hectic week for me.

a super hectic week for cheryl.

but luckily everything is in place now.

phew.

XIAO XUAN FENG.

with my 2 sisters and Xin Hui. =))

but xueling only managed to take pictures of me.

HAHAHA.

Swensen Treat by Xin Hui

Xin Hui asked us a question..

"will you marry for love, companionship or money?"

seriously,

it is a question to ponder.

i would say the best is to have all 3.

HAHAHAHA.

but if u got to choose only one,

which one will u choose?? =))

good time management.

2010-03-29T19:02:00.003+08:00

So tiredddddddd.

I had been facing the comp since 8.30am???
here aching.. there aching..

but the best thing is that I had completed my report!!
weeeeEeeeee~

3 reports to hand in by this week.
Hopefully get good results.

OH YA.
Many many thanks to eeeeeeeee-ling.
HAHAHA.
She got me a 2nd hand lappy for FREE!!

So happy can. =)))
Even though the battery life is super short.
It doesn’t matter anyway.
Coz I am only using it at home.

YEAH.
I am really super happy.
At least I will not be snatching lappy with my sisters again.

Now I am feeling super motivated to do work with this lappy.
HAHAHA.

ok.
Time to slack awhile first.
Phew~

don't bury your feelings.

2010-03-28T00:50:00.006+08:00

WHEN IN ROME

MC's RATING - ****/5stars

i totally love this movie!!

i am laughing all the way.

and the storyline is not bad too.

even though it is not realistic.

i can only say that the male lead in this movie is super handsome.

HAHAHA.

he has got a nice face.

TOMORROW will be free BUFFET day!

i am so going to starve myself from now on.

HAHAHA.

even though i am still full now.

*feeling safe with you by my side*

(='xxxxx'=)

2010-03-25T11:34:00.003+08:00

6weeks ago...

TADAA!

the picture quality super good hoh??

the power of my sister's camera.

HAHA.

Dentist file-d my teeth today..

see the gap in between?

total there is 3 gaps.

he says 6 week later,

my lower row of teeth should be straight already.

YEAH. =D

and he changed a thicker wire for the upper row of teeth.

now it is freaking tight. =(

hopefully can still bite on sunday.

if not the buffet will be wasted!! =(

omg.

time to go school!!

so many reports to finish.

arhhhhhhhhhh. =/

BYE BYE PEOPLE.

Love is smiling on the inside and out.

2010-03-22T13:38:00.005+08:00

from you to me ♥

my first birthday present this year =))

even though my birthday is like 6months away. =P

thank you ♥

No dreams can compare to the reality I have with you.

do good and forget it.

2010-03-18T18:29:00.007+08:00

updates on Joe's 21st Birthday!

this place looks very familiar to me.

i remembered Leonard had his party here too.

that was almost 2 years ago?

army boys and their army talks.i think NS can really turn a boy into a man.

REALLY.

and i guess this is the only time when guys are in their top condition.

HAHAHA.

so girls~

grab one army boy. =D

birthday boy with 3 of us. =D

our birthday message for joe.

he is really one great friend. =)

cheeeeezzeeeeee!

AND GUESS WHO I SAW????

DESMOND SEK!

OMG.

joe say desmond sek is his best primary school friend!

and they actually know one another before i even know desmond.

the world is small.

HAHA.
desmond sek still looks the same eh.

the healthiest birthday cake. =)

i think i shrank.

seriously.

i look small here. =(

hahahaha.

the most unglam pic here.

i think i must be talking when this shot is taken.

and kanghui pose is like a pregnant lady lah.

HAHAHA.

JAYNE.

FARIZA.

my lovely friends. =))

J-A-R-E-T-H.

now i got his name right.

there are so many spellings for this name can.

Gerath.

Jereth.

Gareth.

all looks the same to me. =/

faizal salleh.

birthday boy and me.

army boys AGAIN.

joe getting prepared to get thrown.

his valuables.

gone-d shoes off.

specs off.

OMG. pants off.

HAHAHA.

no lah.

BELT off.

1...

2...

3...

everything happen too fast.

didn't manage to capture it down.

HAHA.

but yea.

he is wet.

MORAL OF THE STORY.

DO NOT HAVE PARTY BESIDE A POOL.

make happiness a habit.

2010-03-14T11:33:00.003+08:00

i didn't know webcast lecture can make me laugh.

HAHAHA.

that's when i saw this slide..

HAHAHA.

the cook is super funny ah.

lecturers should add more funny elements in lectures.

and now i am seriously looking out for happy songs.

it makes me feel better after listening to it.

this is one of it.

HAHA.

a must to listen.

though it's quite an old song already. =))

I NEED TO ENJOY THE HECTIC WEEK AHEAD!

photos updates!

2010-03-08T09:29:00.012+08:00

SBM LOHEI GATHERING

27Feb2010

fariza said i silm down!

HAHA.

but i guess is the angle of taking photo. =/

we said byebye to jayne and went to NYP for lohei. =D

our favourite pathway! =D

HAHA. forget to bring NYP admin card.

with Mr Martin Hang. =D

with Miss Tan!

hahaha. me and mark got the same braces colour!

animal sudoku game.

it's really great to see the familiar faces in school. =)

hope to get invited next year too! =D

GENTING TRIP

27Feb2010 - 2March2010
everyone looks very shag here.

HAHA.

coz we took the night bus there..

ah ma ah ma ah maaaaa...

=DDD

GENTING!

i was there 3 years ago too!

checking in.

eeEEEEeeee.

Magnum icecream without chocolate.

HAHA.

i did it lehhh.

HAHAHA.

Cable car ride down to KL!

the flower that is in my primary school science textbook!

down to puduraya!

chocolate donut. =/

reflection of oven.

cheeeezzzzeeeee~

what is that logo on the right means??

seat you ehhhhh.

HAHAHA.

that's jus a quick update.

I WILL BE BACK SOON. =D

2010-03-04T18:03:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK-ED!
But I am not in that holiday mood anymore. =(

My ear is giving me problem again.
Went to see doctor yesterday.
He said my ear drum bulge out. =/
Sound quite disgusting right?
But I jus got the air-y air-y feeling.
Can’t really hear properly.
That’s all.
So people,
Please tell me what u wan to say to me before I really can’t hear.
HAHAHAHA.
Siao.

Aiyoooooooooo.
Next week is crazy.
I got tons of things to do.
2 midterm test.
MPS session at 7pm.
after the session got to do reflection paper..
Then still got to rush for marketing project.
I still got to finish my individual assignment.
Eeeeeeeyyyeeeerrrrr.

I need to re-charge my energy!!
WOOSH WOOSH!

take only serious things seriously.

2010-02-27T09:00:00.002+08:00

New blog design.
Swee bo?
HAHA.

Going off tonight!!
Definitely will have fun there!
14 people going altogether.
Super big family group! =D

When I come back,
I promise to study hard and chiong all my projects.
HAHA.
If not, jialat loh.

Hope that after this trip,
This year will be smooth smooth for me..

BYE BYE PEOPLE!

words of heart.

2010-02-25T18:06:00.002+08:00

Accept and face the reality.
It’s easy to say.
Hard to do.

Especially when there is so many things holding you back.
I am a person who looks backward more than looking forward.
So it’s even harder for me.

Time pass.
People change.
And when u realize it,
It’s too late.

We are humans.
Not machines.
No delete/undo/backspace button.
So, we jus have to move on.

Sometimes,
It’s hard for me to verbalize my thoughts.
Especially so when it comes to emotions.
My emotion vocabulary is limited.
That’s why everything turns into “action” for me.

And when actions fail,
I become silly, stupid, naïve and irritating.
I am stuck-ed.
In the middle of nowhere.
Yet still,
Knowing that I need to make a decision.

It’s hard.
Really super hard for me.
To turn emotions into action.

I am indeed not born to make anyone happy.

have nothing to hide.

2010-02-19T14:30:00.003+08:00

it's already FRIDAY.

soon it will be tuesday.

school day. =X

jus to pamper myself before school starts..

went to have breakfast at macdonalds.

HAHAHA.

which makes me feel really fat after that.

i had it like on Wednesday?

because of that i went for jogging on weds and thurs..

sin-ful.....

dental appointment today.

everything is good.

dentist said my teeth is clean!!

HAHAHA.

he even asked me what i did.

1) Brush twice a day.

2) Rinse your mouth after every meal to make sure no food is stucked.

3) Rinse with mouthwash every night. =B

it's BLUE this time.

cheryl chose it.

coz i face her most of the time. =D

6weeks ago...

great improvement!

HAHAHAHA.

and so i bought a new toothbrush to pamper my gee gee!

mai siao siao.

match my gee gee now.

AND

it's 360degree eh.

HAHAHAHA.

i wonder if it works man.

byEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

number one boy.

2010-02-18T12:08:00.005+08:00

Wooooooooooo.
Finally going to complete all my “homework”.
Have been clearing those work since yesterday.
Efficient.
HAHA.
Tomorrow shall be my Gee Gee bathing day. =B

Yesterday I dreamt of…..
Locker Combination
If you forgot your locker combination in your dream, this is your unconscious mind's way of telling you that you may have forgotten something in real life - like an important date or an appointment.

this boy has a superb voice!

who is your number one boy?

GONG XI GONG XI =D

2010-02-15T10:28:00.009+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

hope everyone receive lots of ang baosssssss! =D

*CHU XI*

Chu Xi is a noisy day.

HAHA.

filled with laughters, joy and chit-chats. =D

he never fails to sit beside me. HAHA.
eh. i never force him ah. =PP

YUSHENG

this time round we use a wok.

Cause all the plates are simply too small!

creative big family eh? =B

the only thing i dislike here is the ginger. =X

not forgeting abalone!

*SLURP*

HUATTTT AHHHHH!!

CHINESE NEW YEAR

*CHU YI*

i took my first picture with...

RAIN + WANG DONG CHENG = WEN HAO

my childhood playboy.

HAHA.

my jie jiessssssssssss =D

and the joker godbrother.

his actions never fails to make us laugh ah.

HAHAHA.

good job.

*ps. "sensored" should be Censored*

the two beckies this year!

next year will be four beckies.

HAHA.

*SMILEs*

God father Uncle Moon.

he silms down alottttt.

*claps*

guess u all should know who is she ya?

HAHA.

appeared too often in my blog alr.

shuying is also my god sister. =D

because...

her mum and dad is my god-parents!

HAHA.

i think i had been repeating this almost every year.

my first family. =))

my second family. =))

the LIM's family.

uncle choon guan and his nieces and nephews. =))

the 3 jokers.

*ah john~ dun need to tip toe lah* =PP

HAHAHA.

O$P$

HAHAHA.

angbaooooosssssssssssss! =D

2010 Family Photo! =))

******************************************

i dreamt of dinosaur chasing me last night.

OMG.

super exciting dream.

the dinosaur is like running around and destroying things.

then everyone is like running like mad people.

so i went to look up at dream dictionary.

Dinosaur

In dreams, dinosaurs represent something from your past or a personal characteristic that changed and you no longer use. If you dream of being attacked by a dinosaur, you are struggling to change and become a different kind of person. If you escape the dinosaur, you will be successful in being seen differently by peers.

i guess i belong to the 2nd one.

cause i didn't remember kana eaten by the dinosaur.

HAHAHAHA.

BYE BYEeeeeee!

share this happy season with your love ones.

2010-02-12T09:41:00.003+08:00

HUATTTTTT AHHHH!!!!

Chinese New Year is coming!!!
Super duper excited!!!
You know what?
Chinese New Year is my favourite festive season besides “Lantern day”
HAHAHA.
I can foresee that I will be busy on Chinese New Year from tml onwards.
SO.
I think I should update now.

So what’s so good about Chinese New Year??
1) ANGBAOssss = Extra Income!!
2) STEAMBOATsss = MEATBALLss!! = FOOD!!
3) GATHERINGsss = MY FAVOURITE PAST TIME!!
Now you know why I love this season so much??
It’s an All-in-One season.
HAHAHAA.

Of course there’s many many more.
Example like…
CHINESE NEW YEAR WISHES!!!
1) SURVIVE IN NUS.
2) HAPPY FAMILY.
3) PROBLEM-LESS.
*with these 3 wishes fulfilled, I shall be happy all year round*
HEHE.

And so now I shall go work towards my first wish already.
HAHAHA.
Lots of things to clear before I can enjoy.

The happiest “sad” song I heard so far.
I am really in love with “oldies”.

ENJOY THIS HAPPY SEASON!!! =))

tune in to my emotions.

2010-02-09T19:50:00.002+08:00

I got called up in lecture again.
HAHA.
This time round is not because I am looking at the lecturer.
But simply because “Gwen” is too easy to be remembered.

Something interesting to share today.
Have u ever feel so angry,
that didn’t even know the reason why u are angry??
That’s simply because….
ANGER = Blocked Goals.
*and when I try to think back to the root of my anger,
I realize that this is super duper true!

So what’s the solution???
1) Let go of your goal.
2) Look at the barriers and remove the barriers.
3) Find alternative in achieving the same goal.

AND SO.

I start evaluating my anger.
I AM ANGRY.
Because I was late for school the past 2 days!!!
I left home early so that I can reach school early.
BUT STILL.
TRAFFIC JAM.

!@#$%^&*()_!@#$%^&*()_

So what’s my blocked goal?
MY GOAL = NOT TO BE LATE

SOLUTION 1 = LET GO OF GOAL

*which is give up on reaching school early*

SOLUTION 2 = REMOVE BARRIER

*which is to take train so that I will not be affected by traffic jam*

SOLUTION 3 = FIND ALTERNATIVE

*which is to ask my laobeh to drive me to school*

Seriously, I feel super apologetic to my tutor.
For consecutively 2 tutorials, I was late.
Super super sorry.
And worst still.
The next tutorial I will not be attending. =/
And I decided to inform her in advance today.
If not I will feel super guilty ah. =X

OH YA.

Hope that the angry management analysis is useful. =DD

BYE BYE.

put heart in whatever you do.

2010-02-05T17:23:00.000+08:00

Overwhelmed.
Attend a case conference at PAVe today.

So many thoughts.
So many doubts.
I wonder if I would be one good social worker.
I didn’t know that one problem can lead to so many problems.
It’s like endless.

Mayb because I am fortunate enough to be sheltered from these problems.
Now I know it really takes a lot to advocate.

I need courage.
not to jus speak up for myself
but to speak up for others.

That’s really something I need to work on.

It’s only when u met misfortunate, then u will know how fortunate u are.

Cravings no more.

2010-01-31T19:44:00.002+08:00

Slept at 2am yesterday.
I felt like a zombie.
thanks John for sending me home.

I was busying baking pineapple tarts the whole night.
Now can even smell butter now. =/
Guess I will not touch any more pineapple tarts during CNY.

And I realize that I couldn’t roll the dough “round” enough.
There is surely something super wrong with my palms.
HAHAHA.

Then was project in the afternoon.
Had a “long time no see” journey on the way to Vivo.
Anyway,
Our team is efficient enough to end it before 5pm.
I thought I will not be able to reach home before 9pm.

Ease all of my craving with my “tua ji” today. =D
LASKA.
BA CHOR MEE.
FISH SLICE SOUP.
SELEGIE SOYA MILK.
HERBAL EGG.
CUP CORN.
MUAH CHEE.
I had all these happen in jus 2 hours?
*vomit*
HAHAAHA.
It is always nicer to share food together ya? =))

Tomorrow I shall be pineapple tart delivery auntie.
HAHA.
BYE PEOPLE.

dreamsssssssssssss

2010-01-29T17:55:00.002+08:00

Bad dreams again……
Had my lunch.
As usual, fell asleep.
I am alone, so no one wakes me up.
HAHAHA.

YES.
I mean DREAMS.
Terrible man.
I slept only for like 3hours?
And I have dreamsSSSSSS.

First dream is totally related to my real life luh.
I only can say I am thinking too much.
Anyway, it’s a bad one.
so better not to share.

Second dream is totally random can!!
I dreamt that I have a glass cabinet with shelves inside.
And I actually have lots and lots of tortoises inside!!
Small medium large.
You name it, I have it.
HAHA.
Then I actually open the glass cabinet..
AND.
All the tortoises are swimming TOWARDS ME!
OMG.
WT.
I am so scared that their shell will break ahhh.
So I am like busy catching all the tortoises.
HAHAHAHHAHA.
A super random dream.

then woke up by John’s sms.
He saved me.
HAHHHA.

So I went to check if my tortoises are doing well.
And yea.
They are as loving.
HAHAHHHAA.

Phew~

So I went to check on a dream dictionary.
There is no tortoise in the dictionary,
So I looked from Shell inside.
HAHA.

Shells in dreams represent the desire to be protected from life's problems.

Yew.
Problems.
Shoo shoo!!

anyway,

I am super in love with this song now.
Perfect combination!! =D

enjoy.

Be Less Scattered.

2010-01-27T21:34:00.001+08:00

Shag-ed.

This week will be another tired week.
I am busy.
Yet I dunno what I am busy-ing with.

Heard from my lecturer that
Social Worker = Licensed busybody.
Guess I will turn into one very soon.

HAHA.

Lectures and tutorials are manageable.
Pineapple tarts business getting busier and busier.
Assignments and Projects coming up soon.
Got to prepare my notes earlier too.

So many things going on at the same time.
my mind jus can’t stop thinking.
Had been having bad dreams these few days. =/
How I wish I can just shut down my brain.
Temporary.

hold no regrets.

2010-01-26T19:56:00.005+08:00

Met up with Aunty Betty on Monday. =))

she is my first boss.

my first job in a school bookshop.

it's like 4 years since i last met her.

she silm down so much.

to the extent i almost couldn't recognize her. =/

i guess most of my friends from SSS will go "WAH" eh??

she is still as motherly to us. =D

so glad that we managed to meet up with her.

we also gave her a bottle of pineapple tarts! =))

she is super happy. =D

Many many updates by her.

she say she left bookshop because

she couldn't handle without the help from me and shuying.

awww...

so she went to work in hougang polyclinic.

OH YA.

and the drink stall aunty beside the bookshop

died of cancer. =(((

eileen and me jus saw her ard June 2009??

heard from Aunty Betty that she died one month after she knew she had cancer.

i felt really sad after hearing this.

you know..

life is short.

so hold no regrets.

Start of TUTORIALS. =/

i was late.

8am lesson.

i woke up at 5.30am.

left house at 6.15am?

still late.

But Dr Esther Goh was understanding.

she even bought coffee tea and milo for our class!

that's really nice of her. =))

and so i grab a cup of milo.

HAHAHAHA.

no time eat breakfast ah.

HAHA.

and i realised that having an easy-to-remember name

is also not "quite-a-good" thing.

HAHAHA.

lecturers and tutors will remember me as Gwen.

and so,

i got called up like twice today?

once in tutorial.

another time in LECTURE.

OMG.

it's really weird hearing lecturer saying your name using a mic..

"so Gwen, what's your opinion?"

and luckily i managed to answer it properly.

stresss-ed.

oh ya.

my laobu brought KFC egg tarts back for us.

reminds me of suzhou's egg tart!

she said it was not sold in singapore yet.

BUT.

i think i saw it in PS??

HAHHA.

or am i see-ing "things"???!!

HAHAHA.

*Chinese New Year makes everyone look so happy. =))*

eeeee yeerrrrrrrr.

2010-01-19T20:51:00.003+08:00

Semester 2 Timetable

*for my love ones*

For the tutorial balloting,

i only got 2 out of my 10 choices.

the CORS system really dun like me. =/

SO.

There's no off day on monday anymore. =(

yucky monday blues. =X

luckily friday is my off day.

and thursday on even week are my off day too! =)

long weekendsssssssss! =D

i enjoyed my school days with Cheryl and Nana.

time to make new friends next week!!

weeeeeeEEEEEEeeeeeeee~

updates on Melt-in-your-Mouth Pineapple Tarts

2010-01-16T12:20:00.002+08:00

Samples are out NOW!!

Please contact me for further details.

One bottle - 50 pieces sold at $15 NETT.

and think it's really super nice.

really is melt-in-your-mouth!!

TASTE GUARANTEED.

**PRE-ORDER CLOSING DATE : 23 January 2010**

**COLLECTION DATE : 9 February 2010**

fruitful dayyyyyyyyyyyy. =))

2010-01-15T22:34:00.002+08:00

My legs are tired.
My hands are tired.
I am super tired.

but happy!

With many many thanks to bestie thumbie.
Can u imagine I face her for almost 12hours today?

We did lots of things together today.
Squeeze into the temple to baibai.
Bought a black ring for begum.
She brought me to drink a super nice ice lemon tea.
Plus a super nice duck rice stall at some ulluuuu corner.
Then when to bugis to shop till we really drop.
Shiok-ness.

then went down to outram to donate blood.
This time round I feel the pain. =/
I think I will see bruises tomorrowwww.. =(

Back to hougang for rojak and popiah.
Woots.
Finally ease my cravings. =D

I really enjoy today! =D
Tomorrow shall be pineapple tarts day.
Sales not good.
So must use manual labour to earn $$ now.
HAHAHHAHHAA.

BYEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i don't know.

2010-01-14T13:12:00.002+08:00

"There is something I don't know that I am supposed to know.

I don't know what it is I don't know,

and yet am supposed to know,

and I feel I look stupid if I seem both not to know it

and not know what it is I don't know.

Therefore I pretend I know it.

This is nerve-racking since I don't know what I must pretend to know.

Therefore I pretend to know everything.

I feel you know what I am supposed to know

but you can't tell me what it is

because you don't know that I don't know what it is.

You may know what I don't know,

but not that I don't know it,

and I can't tell you.

So you will have to tell me everything."

by R.D. Laing